~this fall of september, i remember the untimely departure
of my father who took his own life september 5th amonth and one day
after his birthday august 4th this helps me to remember i'm not sure why
he left a hole when he left his body with his soul the choice was his
but he left me for abandoned but than i felt his shadow falling still here
and i talked and walked with him many years this life is for the living not the dead
but it is possible to walk the middle between the living and the dead~
~J Chaban~